I know that I am traveling a little ways back, but life has finally granted me a moment to catch up with everything I wanted to blog about, at least some of it. So, here is some of that I wanted to share. Some of it is taken directly from my journal, some is written now reflecting back. I do apologize for the longer than normal post, please still read it!
To start off Holy Thursday festivities, the school had a prayer service before the half day dismissal. As a part of it, there was a dance at the end to “Footprints in the Sand,” by Leona Lewis. We danced to the first two and a half minutes or so. It was really good to dance again, and it was not just easy stuff. I was with two sophomores, one of which choreographed the dance. Dancing for God was wonderful. While I was not even close to perfect, I did the best I could. Here is the song. Remember, we only went to about two and a half minutes in the dance, but the rest of the song is good too!
That evening we went down the hill to the Provincial House for the Holy Thursday services. It was odd not being a part of the music in some way or the other. I blame anyone. I know there was a better chance of a [former] companion of mine was there. Let me say though, I say with all that I had with her voice in the back of my head. I did enjoy being surrounded by the sisters, it was a wonderful family to be with then.
I have some quotes from the priest who presided over the mass. They stuck out to me as her was giving the homily. I wish I would have caught more of it on paper.
We were called not because we were ready, but because we are willing.
We know we are not perfect, but we are willing.
You know what devil, get lost.
After the service, a handful of us climbed into the seven passenger van around eight pm to start the church hopping adventure. For those of you who don’t know the tradition (and I just learned, so my explanation is a little meh), this is what I am able to explain. In order to stay awake with Jesus, unlike the disciples who fell asleep and did not keep watch, you travel from church to church visiting Jesus in all the chapels before He is reposed to a special place until the Easter Vigil. We went to a total of eight stops between leaving at eight and arriving at the last just before midnight. It was just after midnight when we got back home. The following in italics is from my journal, written that night.
Stop 1: Oh Jesus, bring me to my knees in adoration of you. I love you. Here I wish to pray for Jen and all her intentions. She is very precious to me. Be with her. Oh Jesus, transform me.
Stop 2: Oh Jesus, give me humility in adoration of you. I love you. This stop is for my parents. Watch over them, keep them close. Be with them. Oh Jesus, transform me.
Stop 3: Oh Jesus, give me prudence in adoration of you. I love you. I pray for Renate wherever she may be. Bring her back to you and keep her safe. Oh Jesus, transform me.
Stop 4: Oh Jesus, give me wisdom in adoration of you. I love you. Watch over Matthew, Molly, and Abby. Help them to never stray from you and to have a stong relationship with you. Oh Jesus, transform me.
Stop 5: Oh Jesus, grant me courage in adoration of you. I love you. I pray for my Marianist Family, that they are always faithful to their charism. Keep them in my heart. Oh Jesus, transform me.
Stop 6: Oh Jesus, bring my to understanding in adoration of you. I love you. Shower your love on Priyanka as she grows up. Show her your love and care that she may follow you. Oh Jesus, transform me.
Stop 7: Oh Jesus, help me to love fully in adoration of you. I love you. Protect all my close friends. Keep them close to you. Let them know all the good they have done, especially for me. Oh Jesus, transform me.
Stop 8: Oh Jesus, give me patience in adoration of you. I love you. I pray for me grandparents. Let them know how much they are blessings in this world. Grant them everlasting peace. Oh Jesus, transform me.
“silently, peacefully, we will rest in you, Lord.”
Home/Bed: Thank you Lord, for the time spent with you. I pray that these words of mine make it up to you. All this I do and ask for the sake of my vocation. It is in you and your Father that I must put all my trust. What else could there even possibly be? Jesus allow me to sit at your table so that I continue to learn from you in the way you are with your disciples. Keep in my heart the experience tonight. Thank you for everything you have done in my life.
It was amazing to see Jesus in all the different churches in the area. I am blessed to be here and I cannot wait to share this experience. Peace.