Upon leaving the formation program with the sisters, most of my life had this feeling of falling apart. Deep down I still have that draw to only live my life for God. I was given a list of things I need to do while away from the sisters, for I am able to return one day when I reach a certain goals put out for me. When having to live my life doing things my heart is not in, it becomes difficult to stay standing and do what I must do. In the end of the day I just need to remember and hold close to the fact that all I want to do is live my life for God. What will I do to make sure that it keeps happening, that I don’t forget what is most important and that I hold on to what God wants of me?