It is the blessings that one must remember throughout all the difficult times. Those are what will hold you together when something comes your way that you are not really sure you will be able to handle.
One of the more recent blessings in my life has been the chance to go back to Cape May Point to Mary’s House with Jen. It had been a while since we were able to hang out with each other…fooling around, playing games, praying, talking, and all that awesome stuff. Jen and I got pretty close over the year with some of our similarities. God granted us a chance to hang out and enjoy each others’ company.
Last night I got to walk around Centennial Lakes with Nicole. We had been trying to talk and catch up for the past couple weeks or so, since she tried to get a hold of me. It is amazing how the distance between us never changes how close we are and how much we trust each other. She is someone I will never lose in my life.
Blessings, I could go through a whole list of them. All my friends that helped me through those hard times and continue to help me now with my struggles. They are the biggest blessings. There are so many moments that God has given me to help me on my way.
So why am I afraid? What is missing within me that makes my journey a little harder than some people who I know? Will it make me all the stronger in then end? Do the difficulties and struggles mean I am not worthy enough to do this great work for God that I am aiming for? No. It means there is something different and unique about me. It means I need to remember even more those blessings in my life. God has a plan in my life, and I will follow it to the best of my abilities.