Today brought the emotion of two very different sorts. One that leaves me a bit confused, hurt, lost, and frustrated. The other bringing me such joy. Here goes the stories.
The best way of me taking a step back (other than going to Jesus) has been taken away from what I am understanding. I understand the reasons I am being given, but all the same the alternates that were mentioned were just as hazardous as what I do already. Do I inquire the thoughts of another, or is that overstepping by bounds? I was told by someone who has a say that I should do what I need in order to be reflective and sane, namely what I am doing. Now, are there more limits than I thought to this?
A really dear friend of mine has taken a set of poems that I wrote during shared meditation into a song. It is a conversation between me and the Lord. As I was listening to it, I started to cry in the best way possible. She could have not picked something better for timing. The last line that was added/altered from another was perfect. God is wonderful the people He puts in our life. Thank you my friend for the song!
I just got a hug…I needed that. Thank you to the one who just hugged me (although you may never read this)!